Hiding on my shadow

I’m not hiding here.. Not really i’m just taking my time to think what should i prepare next time when you come again in my life. I’m grateful for what you do, for making any kind of human alive and death at the same time. You’re sure great, thats why i cant really forget that face. Facing problem like any child kind is harmless yet we could learn from them. So, just raise your head, take a look on the sky, pray for the best and make things happen for better. For the new era. And for me. Something may broke to be repair, i cant forget yet i can repair any time i want, just put trust on the heart. And may god play the way for me, and you.

Beautiful lie

i’m not really good in expressing my feeling. so, sometime i cover up those with some beautiful lie.

no, i’m not intend to fooling people around. i just wait for such a good timing to tell the truth.

i just cant let people worried, furthermore about me. it’s already stick deeper in my brain that i have to be strong no matter what happens don’t show any weakness in front of the others.

that’s why i’m pretty good expressing my self in writing stuff.

when i’m really tired of being standing too long and being anxious for waiting the uncertainty result patiently.
when i’m frustrated but can’t say anything at all.. when i’m being too nice and didnt let my selfish side play the game though i want to shout that i want to be one too ! but i cant. i just cant. 

i’m confused. should i turn to such a badass?
i kinda tired with those kind of treat.. 

people say i’m a badass outside. but they didnt know the real me yet. since i’m not different from a glass that easily to break.

Damn for you there sweety~

 

 

 

simple or complicated

i rather choose both. cuz i like the simple way i do but with complicated thinking instead..

alright, i have some good words from detective conan since i love him so much.

There’s no such thing as a perfect person. Even I’m just one person

i got learn a lot from that words.

we are human absolutely want everything’s perfect. such a selfish, want to show the other what we’ve got and never satisfied with what we’ve got

maybe there are the negative side.

slow, i have the positive side also.. when we want everything’s perfect we taking much effort, optimistic, and tried everything with our best.

i have a weird habit. maybe thats what will you think. well i like observed stuff.
ok, not just stupid stuff but incredible stuff as human.

later !