Beautiful lie

i’m not really good in expressing my feeling. so, sometime i cover up those with some beautiful lie.

no, i’m not intend to fooling people around. i just wait for such a good timing to tell the truth.

i just cant let people worried, furthermore about me. it’s already stick deeper in my brain that i have to be strong no matter what happens don’t show any weakness in front of the others.

that’s why i’m pretty good expressing my self in writing stuff.

when i’m really tired of being standing too long and being anxious for waiting the uncertainty result patiently.
when i’m frustrated but can’t say anything at all.. when i’m being too nice and didnt let my selfish side play the game though i want to shout that i want to be one too ! but i cant. i just cant. 

i’m confused. should i turn to such a badass?
i kinda tired with those kind of treat.. 

people say i’m a badass outside. but they didnt know the real me yet. since i’m not different from a glass that easily to break.

Damn for you there sweety~